I've been sitting here for some time now. I'm reading all my articles in my blog, funny how I mention at least one guy in each long article, I was in love!
That's all - I was in love! <<<<< Is that even an excuse? I was pretty wacked to listen to, I know.
Funny how you can fall so deeply in love with a guy, he's the only thing on your mind; you feel him in every possible way.. But then, suddenly.. It's over and you just see what you, maybe saw first, this a******. You're feelin' so dumb and embaressed, all these mistakes and unfaithfulness towards your friends.
You were talkin' about him and only him all the time, cancelled with your friends, been hard to reach, and now. Now he's just this dumb guy and you could swear that your the mature one and he's just this kindergarten stuff. Stuff - stuffed animals. Why are we girls so crazy about these?
Beeing in love is sweet but beware, you loose your mind, you'll become some kind of zombie, dangerous in every way. Walking around unaware, singing lovesongs, hugging a stuffed giraf (??)..
..There's a good kind of pain And insane kinda sane, There is a left kinda right There is a blind kinda sight, There's a chill in the heat And it trips me off my feet I think I'm falling in too deep...
I think I'm cured for now. I apologize for my insanity.
4.Nirvana - Rape Me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCS14PoQc2M
5.Oasis - Keep The Dream Alive http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1xZVo-CI3w
P.S. All links refer to YouTube P.P.S. The numbers in this list is been randomly set up, that means that I don't necessarily like the first song more than the last song... P.P.P.S. Enjoy :D And if any of you have an YouTube account, let me know<3
First: I luuuv you babe! And I'm sorry for doin' this to you but ya story had to be told.
And the story goes like this... We had AT (a whole week with one main subject) at my school this week and today we had to make a presentation of our "product" of the week.
My loveable friend (don't ask me why I knew this), was wearing a pair of christmas thongs with Rudolph on it and with a tiny builted in "music-thing". The first 'team' was gettin' ready to their presentation, and exactly when EVERYBODY was quiet and nothing really happend, my loveable friend was sitting relaxed on a chair, she layed back and suddenly something started to play..!!!! Everybody looked around, not understanding what the heck there was going on, then they realized who the noice came from. Everyone was staring at my friend, the teacher grind "stop that noice", a girl from my class was ready to defend my babe "she can't really stop it" Teacher "She has to, turn that phone off, now" Girl "Well... She.. It's not... A phone" Teacher "Well..She has to stop that noice! Then you'll just have to put your back outside teh door" Girl "But... It's not her back either... It's.. Herself who is making that noice, she can't really stop it"
Poor babe was really emabaressed, she could have won a look-a-like contest for 'the best look like a tomato make-up'!
For the rest og the class she had to sit still at the chair with both hands on her ass, just to keep the thongs from playin'.
Psst... She actually bougth the thongs for exactly a year ago (last christmas) without not knowing anything about their dirty little christmas songs secret, she wore them first time on her job. Just emagine it... She sat down on a chair and something REALLY close to her started playing christmas songs. xD She jumped up of the chair scared and surprised at the same time. It took a while before she found out it was her thongs that was playin'.
And then today she found them in her closet, thinkin' "Oh.. Are they mine? Oh well... B-e-a-utiful, Rudolph, christmas.. Yay.. Christmas". I'm already lookin' forward to next cristmas!!!!
My brother! My brother is the birthday kid, 12 years old, so the closets family is here. I can hear them talking in the livingroom, talking about everything.... which still... is.... basicly nothing.
My sister just arrived to tha party, a cool outgoing lunatic who's weakness is to buy me weird stuff, like a pair of christmas thongs with a bunny-tale (or whatever you guys call it in english) and how nice - my holiday is saved!
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I was to a party, at a disco, last night... There was a scene to dance on, really really awesome! xD Of course was I up dancin' at the scene, and surely I got a dancin' partner. A swedish guy, cute but he couldn't really dance. Later on my friend (whom I attended the party with), had to go to the bathroom so I said to the swedish guy I was dancin' with, that I had to go for a moment but that I'll be back. Be back!? Ahr.. yeah right... I didn't came back.. Me and my friend agreed to down stairs at the disco and suddenly I was dancin' with two really cute guys.
I stayed with the 2 boys while my friend went up-stairs again to dance with a girl from our gym class, the swedish boy who apprently still was dancin' on the scene started lookin' MUCH at my friend tryin' to locate my setting. Did he find me? No! I can do magic.. or not...
Anyway.. The swedish boy had to froget all about findin' me again and I actually feel sorry for him. One of the 2 guys was extremlyhot and cute x) And he's at my school!!!! YAY!!! ...I know who he is... And I know who he is going to be... ;) .... ( M-YH-O-T-T-I-E, at least if I get to decide xD ).